AIR

AIR ... singkatan yang gue bikin diantara nama gue dan dia. dalam bahasa inggris bisa diartikan angin. kaya hubungan gue sama dia. melayang kemana pun berasaskan saling percaya  satu sama lain awal nya. bodoh nya gue AIR (R) dikasih kepercayaan 1 tahun untuk jaga hati, ketika udah lewat dari masa kepercayaan, gue ngebiarin angin yang selalu bersama gue, gue biarin sendiriann sehingga angin lain membawa nya bersama. tapi gue bukan AIR yang mudah menyerah. gue bakal ngejar dia, nunggu dia  AIR (AI) sekuat yang gue bisa. karena gue yakin gue bisa bersama dengan dia. yaa.. walau udara kini memanas karena dia telah dibawa oleh angin lain.

but looking me god finally in the last story, i will grab his hand. and not other someone. okay in this moment i'm lose with him when now there in your heart. but i'm sure in your heart there is space to my name AIR (R). and I will receive it and pick up all the space only to me.


I'm jealous, when I know you like someone other than me. the taste is hurt, but it's all worth over 4 months may be missed because of ignorance of me. sorry if I'm selfish. sorry if I'm a little angry and a little disappointed. but it happens not just that, but because I love you. Yapp love you. you who I have known for many years of his long and I love you for years when first I knew it was you. maybe what i feel now is same with what you feel 4 month ago. i'm okay, I will accept all the decisions that you choose. happy you deserve it more than the inappropriateness of me to expect too much because of the ignorance of my mistakes